Just woke up. Waterfast.
Lol okay. Since my weight is so crippling so depressing. Im gonna get rid of it. I need 30 days of water drinking only. Its scary about I cant do normal diets. My body image and relationship with food is so distorted that I need to reset the mode. For 30 days I shan't eat a thing. But if I feel like I cant go no more i'll have something under 50 calories since I will still be in Fast mode. So I know 30 days without food and just water sounds crazy but i've done 10 days before I can do it. I will keep this window open so I can rant whenever it gets to hard. OKAY I GOT IT. For This 30days I am (...)